I’m constantly torn between being in awe of how nice Michael is to me and the fact that I can’t fall for him because he is not who I want
I feel like a terrible person
and I feel like I’m using him
and the other day he made sort of a rude comment and I got kind of mad/uncomfortable and he CRIED and wouldn’t stop apologizing because he “doesn’t want to hurt me in any way” and I’m one of the most important things to him
whenever we break up
it’s gonna be a cryfest for him
sigh
